More

Why is it that I always want more.
1. I want more time with my kids
2. I want quality time with my husband.
3. I want to see my family more.
4. I want a newer car.
5. I want straighter hair.
6. I want a bigger chest.
7. I want more sleep.
8. I want a girls night out.
9. I want my kids to not always fight.
10. I want my house to be nice and quiet.
11. I want to be travel to many places.
12. I want to be the friend that you can lean on.
13. I want to be the best mom I can be.
14. I want to be done with school already.
15. I want a better paying job.
16. I want a bigger house.
17. I want my husband to work a regular job and be home every night.

I want all these things and so much more. But why can't I just be happy with what I have now. Some people do not have close to what I have or they have more. But do these things that we buy from the store really make us who we are. I want to be happy with myself. I want to know that I am a great mom, friend, sister, aunt, cousin, sister in law. Why do I care so much about how people see me. If they want to know the real me that is on the inside, the outside is a fake as all get out. I have to learn that is not wanting what we want it is wanting what we got. I enjoy the time I get with my family and friends, but I am always going to want more. I have so many great memories and I am so thankful for all of them. So to you who is reading this blog I love you and treasure you. Each one of you have touched my life in a special way. I have learned that some people will stay in our lives for reasons, seasons, and lifetimes. I hope that I can one day just be happy with what I have.