Well it has been 3 years since my dad passed away, and the pain is still as if it was just yesterday. I have my moments where it hurts more than other days. I miss my dad so much. So much has happened since he has been in heaven. I am sure that he is watching over us everyday. My dad and I where getting very close in the last 2 years that he was alive. I would call him on my way home just to chat and get advice. He always told me that he understood why I could not move back home, and that he supported my decisions that I made for my family. I am so thankful for those talks. My sister and I have always been so close but since his passing we are practically connected at the hip again. I know she lives in a different state but we talk all the time. Today has been a good day so far, I got to go to lunch with my boss she didn't understand why i was pushing so hard to go to lunch. That is until we got there and we where talking and she mentioned that she liked my necklace that I had on and I told her what it was; and she loved it. She even wanted to hear about my dad. It was so nice to talk about him and not break down and cry and actually enjoy the conversation. I am not sure if that means that I am growing into this situation or what. I also posted on facebook about it being three years and the messages that I got where so sweet. All the people said they where thinking about me and praying for me and I have to say that I have felt a sense of peace today. I know that this day marks a certain event, but I also know that my dad watches over me everyday. These past 3 years have been filled with memories that I wish I could share with my dad over the phone or in pictures. But I will settle for him watching from heaven. I know one day I will see him again like he was before he was sick. I love you daddy you are forever in my heart and on my mind. I hope that I make you proud in the things that I do everyday. Rest In Peace Daddy. 1952 - 2007.
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