A sign

This topic has been on my mind for a few days and I am guessing with father's day just around the corner and also the day of my fathers death creeping up it has not made it any better. I have been reading blogs lately and I just finished reading a book. Each of these blogs and this book talk about how their loved ones have sent them signs that even though they are still gone they are still around spiritually I guess you woudl call it. So every night I have gone to bed praying that God would allow my daddy to send me a sign that he is watching over me. I am pretty sure that I have not gotten that sign yet. I am trying to be patient but I just can't seem to stop letting this topic creep back in my thoughts. I just wat to know that my dad even though he is not on this earth anymore is still watching over me and is still with me. Is that to much to ask? I am not sure. I just need to feel comfortable right now. i am feeling so alone and I want just the simplest sign to know that I am going to be okay. I know that sounds very selfish and you know what that is OK with me right now. Well now i feel better that I got that off my chest.