Only 4 years ago

Just four long years ago,, my daddy lost his fight with colon cancer. It was a very hard day then and it is a very hard day now. In this past four years so much has happened in my life, I have earned my Associates degree and I am almost done with my Bachelors. My kids have gotten older and one even graduated the fifth grade. In four years that is 1,461 days that I have missed my dad being able to just call him and get is advice on how to raise kids and marriage. I just hope that he is watching over me in heaven and proud of where I am going with my life. I know one day I will see him again and be able to hug him again. I see the relationship that my kids have with their dad and it melts my heart.
So I love you daddy