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Saturday, January 2, 2010

I dreamed a Dream last night

Last night was the first real night of sleep for 2010 and I could not of had a better dream. Well I had many dreams but only one really mattered to me. So here is the dream....

I was at my Grandma's house and I was looking for Chocolate and the only chocolate in the house was the Thin Mint cookies coated in Chocolate. But my dad was eating them in the chair and he gave me one and told me that he loved me and gave me a kiss. He looked like his normal self not sick or anything. It was very touching to me.

The wierd part was when I was pulling stuff out from under the tree this morning so we could put the Christmas tree away and I found a bag of chocolate mint patties under the tree in a gift bag from my secret prayer partner.

I sit here and wonder what is this dream all about and why now will I have this dream. I tell Angila and Tyra and they both believe that it is a sign that he wanted me to know that he loves me. There is nothing more then I would want to know that he still loves me and is happy with what I am doing with my life since he has passed. The feeling of all these holidays and not being able to call him or send him a card its the little things that bring all those feelings back. Like when I was mailing out cards and I was sorting out the pictures and there was no pile for my dad. I am sure that all of us who have lost loved ones have those moments when we feel like how can we go on with out them. But we do with the grace of God we are able to move forward.

1 comment:

  1. So very touching! I love that you share from the heart!

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