Well lately I have had enough of looking around my house and seeing piles of crap just laying around. I am so afraid of throwing anything away. I never really had much growing up and now that I can control what I keep and throw away to a point. I just stick everything in piles and they are all over my house small piles of mail to large piles of old magazines. These piles have pushed my husband to many breaking points of wanting to just throw it all away. I have also made many excuses for these piles. Oh its hereditary, (that's my favorite) or I just don't have the time to deal with it. I have also made many promises to clean them up. Which I can tell you that my husband doesn't believe that I will ever clean them up and is sick an tired of hearing it. So I decided that I have had enough I am don't with these piles I can see it already rubbing off on my daughter and it makes me so angry with myself. I would rather the good things rub off on her not the bad things. So I am telling myself you can take the 5 mins to sort the mail and shred the trash and file away what needs to be filed away. There is no excuse for this behavior. YES it may be hereditary, and yes it may be hard but I can do this. I have to do this to save my kids and my marriage. I can not let these piles take over my life anymore.
I'm so glad you are making a change. Not only for you but your family as well. Sometimes it's so hard to realize why we really do what we do. This will be a tough change but one I know you can handle and one that will make you proud! I will join you on the challenge!
ReplyDeletethank you tyra I know I can always count on you
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